I know what you’re thinking. A wife is supposed to be faithful to her husband, right? Maybe for some women that’s true. But when you have these deep cravings for the kind of sexual excitement only a variety of cocks can provide, well… sorry, as I said, I need I need more than one cock. A lot more than just one cock to satisfy my sexual needs. And besides… it isn’t like I’m depriving my husband of anything. I fuck him whenever he wants it, and blow him, and indulge him in his fantasies by pretending to be a little ten or eleven year girl. I keep my pussy shaved for him, and talk in a young girl’s voice to him to fulfill his fantasies, so he gets everything he wants from me. It’s just that I need more than he can give me, and so I go find it… elsewhere.

You probably think I’m a slut, right? Well, duh! Of course I’m a slut. So what? It’s who I am… what I do… and I do NOT feel guilty about it because it is my slutty behavior that gets me the kind of men I need to satisfy my cravings. And I only fuck around on my husband when he’s out of town traveling, so it isn’t like I’m fucking other men instead of to him. I’m just fucking other men in addition to my husband. So yeah, I’m a slut alright, and damn proud of it. If you don’t accept me as I am, then you go fuck yourself!

Lately I’ve been writing to a man I’ll call Lee. He’s a buddy of Craver’s, and this man, Lee, has been "making me" do things for him… naughty things… slutty things, and I love it. Like last week. Let me tell you about it.

There is this trashy lingerie store on the other side of town. My husband took me there the first time to buy me some dildoes and vibrators for me to use when he’s out of town. Like THOSE are going to satisfy a gal like me! lol Anyway, the store is pretty sexy, with all those fake cocks and rubber pussies and dildoes and trashy lingerie, and I knew once I’d seen the place I’d have to go back by myself sometime… alone. And I did. Twice.

My new cyberlover, Lee, said he wanted me to go there and try on some lingerie and then model it for whoever was in the store. God that made me hot… just thinking about going into one of their dressing rooms and taking off my clothes and then putting on some of those see-through outfits and walking out into the store to let everybody see me. I just knew I’d cream my panties if I ever could get up enough nerve to do something that. And yet I desperately wanted to do it. So… one day last week when Karl was traveling, I put on my shortest tennis skirt and a very thin yellow tank top, with no panties or bra, and I got into my little red convertible and put the top down. I knew anyone pulling up next to me would be able to see my pussy, because when I got into the driver’s seat my skirt pulled up almost to my waist, and I didn’t pull it down. I loved the sensation of having the sun shining on my naked cunt, and I really wanted someone to see me, which, of course, they did.

He was driving one of those 18 wheelers, and sitting up high in the cab with a totally unobstructed view of my cunt when he pulled up next to me. I was stopped at a red light, and when he stopped his rig next to my little sports car I saw him look down at me, then look away, then immediately snapped his head back to stare at me again. I smiled at him, and casually reached down and stroked my swollen clit. Still smiling, I winked at him and slid a finger inside my pussy, then gave him my sexiest look and put my fingers inside my mouth, sucking on them while he watched. He rolled his window down and said he would love to put his cock where my fingers were, and I said maybe some day he would. Then the light changed, and I sped away before he could move.

By the time I got to the little shopping area where the lingerie store was located my cunt was drooling and I was so hot I could have come a dozen times or so, but I didn’t. I wanted to retain my sexy mood so I could do what Lee asked me to in the lingerie shop.

I opened the door and walked into the shop, and suddenly felt every pair of eyes in the joint staring at me. There were five or six men in there, looking over the selection of XXX-rated video tapes and artificial pussies, and when I walked over to the counter where the fake cocks were, I took my time looking at them. I took a couple off the wall where they were displayed, and squeezed them, all the while knowing I was being watched. When I was ready, I walked over to the clerk behind the counter. He’s an old guy who looks like a real perv, which he probably is, working in a place like that. Knowing what I was going to do next, I felt my pussy heating up again, and oozing more cunt juices all over my already slippery thighs, and I said to the guy, "I need to buy some really slutty lingerie. I’m a size 6. What would you recommend to make me look like a real slut? My lover and I are going to a swingers convention, and they’re having this dinner dance and all the women are supposed to see who can show up in the sluttiest lingerie. Can you help me pick out something?"

I thought the guy was going to croak. His face got real red, and he said, "Sure, baby… the lingerie is over here. Follow me."

I knew he could see my breasts and my nipples through my thin top, and believe me, my nipples were rock hard by then. lol So he leads me over to this section where the slut lingerie was, and hands me this crotchless pair of panties, a bra with holes for where my nipples would stick through, and a lacy garter belt, and a pair of fishnet stockings, all in black, but with red satin trim on everything but the stockings.

"That should make you look slutty enough," he said.

"Do you think this bra will fit?" I asked, holding it up to my tits. I reached behind me and held it together behind my back, and of course the front part fell down, so I asked him if he would hold the cups in place for me. He looked like a guy who had just won the jackpot, and he said, "Fuck yeah I will," and took the two cups and held them right over my tits, squeezing them in the process.

"Yes, this will probably fit," I grinned. "Any place I can try this shit on?"

"Sure… right back there," he said, pointing to the dressing room area.

"Would… would you mind coming back there with me? I’m not sure I know exactly where to go," I said sweetly.

"Sure, no problem, baby. Follow me." And I did.

When I got to the dressing room area, he pulled a curtain open for me, and I walked in. He started to close the curtain then, and I told him not to bother, that I hated being "closed in" and was a little claustrophobic, adding, "I hope you don’t mind if I leave the curtain open a little… okay?"

Of course he said it was okay, and before he turned to leave, while he was still watching me, I pulled my tank top off and displayed my naked breasts for him.

"Jesus fucking Christ!" he gasped.

I just smiled at him and unsnapped my skirt, then unzipped it and let it fall to the floor. I was naked then, with my full, aroused tits and nipples sticking out for him to see and when I turned around with my back to him I bent over from the waist and slowly picked up my skirt, letting him see my ass and naked cunt from behind.

"Thanks," I said in a husky voice. "You can go now. But if it’s okay I’d like to come out and have you tell me if you think I look slutty enough in these items. Would that be okay?" I breathed.

He just stood there for a moment, dumbfounded, and then said, "Ah… yeah… sure…." and reluctantly walked away.

I pulled on the stockings first, and out of the corner of my eye I could see a couple of the men in the store looking back toward where I was on display. I rolled the stockings up slowly, with one foot raised, resting on a bench in the dressing room, making sure the men could see my naked, and by then practically drooling, pussy. Then I fastened the garter belt around my waist, and attached the snaps to the stockings. The crotchless panties came on next, and then the bra. When I was finished dressing my cunt was so wet I could smell it.

I took a deep breath then, exhaled, and said to myself, "Showtime!" Then, before I could change my mind, I walked back out into the shop and over to the clerk and said, "Does this make me look like a whore? Slutty enough, do you think?"

"Fuck yeah, baby. It sure does," the clerk said, grabbing his crotch. He had a hard on, and when I just stared at him and grinned, he told me I looked good enough to eat AND fuck!

"Thank you," I said. "God, I’m so fucking WET… can you help me pick out a good dildo and a vibrator. I REALLY need to get off… NOW!"

Still wearing nothing but the lingerie, with my cheeks burning and my heart pounding, we walked right past some of the other customers over to the wall with the dildoes and vibrators on it.

"You should like this one," the clerk said, handing me a big, pink artificial cock. "Feel it," he said, and I did. "It’s very lifelike, don’t you think?" he said. "And… it also vibrates, so you’re getting two for one… a dildo AND a vibrator, all in one."

"I’ll take it," I said, then asked, "Does it come with batteries? I’m so fucking horny I’m going to go back to the dressing room and masturbate." Naturally several of the men standing near us heard me, and I could feel my cunt positively gushing juices now.

I followed the clerk back to the cash register, and told him I’d take the lingerie and the dildo-vibrator, and the batteries he said it needed.

"Can you open it for me and put the batteries in for me, please?" I said, handing him a hundred.

"You bet!" he grinned, and did as I requested. I took the dildo from him then, and had him show me how to turn it on. It immediately began to make a loud buzzing noise, and I held it against one of my nipples and said, "God that feels good!"

The clerk gave me my change, and I slowly walked back down the hall to the dressing room. I knew I was being watched, and when I got there I turned around and saw all five customers and the clerk staring at me. I walked over to the bench in the dressing room and sat down. Then, with my audience of five men watching me, I turned on the vibrator and began slowly rubbing myself with it.

"Jesus Christ, look at her," I heard one of them say.

"I sure would love to be that vibrator," another said.

"And I wish THIS was that vibrator," another guy said, and when I looked down he had taken out his cock and was also masturbating as he watched me fucking myself with the dildo.

"UHHHHH!" I groaned, close to coming now.

"Oh FUCK!" the guy said, jerking his cock faster. The clerk saw him, then walked to the front of the store and put the CLOSED sign up, locking the door behind him before returning to watch me. For a moment I was scared, but my pussy was on fire, and when the guy jerking off put his fingers and thumb around his naked cock and pointed it at me I smiled at him and licked my lips.

"Fuckkkkkk!" he gasped, jerking off faster as he watched me plunging the artificial cock into my pussy.

"Ohhh Godddddd!" I cried out. Suddenly he jerked his hips forward and groaned again, and the first huge gob of cum spurted out of the end of his cock.

"OHHHHH!!!!!!!" I cried out, so loud everyone in the store could hear me, and my orgasm slammed into me then. My body bucked forward, and I fought to keep my eyes open so I could see every drop of cum the guy was shooting from his cock. Suddenly I wanted that cum… any cum… and I wanted it all over me.

"DO IT ON ME!" I gasped. "HERE… COME BACK HERE… ALL OF YOU… DO IT… SHOOT IT ON MEEEEEEE!" I shrieked.

Suddenly I was surrounded by six men, all now taking out their cocks, jerking off, as I continued to fuck myself with the vibrating dildo. I was on fucking fire, and when I opened my mouth and motioned with my head for one of the men to feed me his cock he did it. He was an older guy, maybe in his sixties, but his cock was pretty nice… not too big… not too small… just… nice. I slid my lips down over it and could taste some of the sour-sweet pre-cum goo seeping out the end of it, and it turned me on even more. I took my mouth off his cock for a moment, and said, "All of you… jerk off on me… come on me… COME ON MY FACE WHILE I SUCK THIS GUY OFF!"

I don’t know how much faster these guys could have moved, but it seemed like in about two seconds I was staring at four hard cocks, plus the one in my mouth and the one that had just come. That guy was trying like crazy to get hard again, too. lol

I felt myself getting close to another orgasm then, and when the guy I was sucking started moaning I knew he was getting close, too, and I held off my orgasm until I felt his cock swelling inside my mouth. With his first huge spurt of cum I came, so hard I had to fight not to bite down on the guy’s dick. lol again.

God I came hard. The waves of pleasure were racking my body, and I felt like thousands of volts of electricity were surging through me directly into my cunt. And then I knew what I had to do. I knew it was crazy… dangerous… stupid, really… but I also knew I had to do it. This was the fantasy I’d dreamed of for so fucking long, and I simply could NOT let it pass me by without acting on it. So I did it. I slid to the floor and simply said, "Somebody fuck me… NOW!"

A young guy not more than 19 or 20 immediately got to me first, his cock rock hard, so hard it was curving up toward his stomach. I looked at his eyes, and they were on fire, as wild and crazy looking as mine, and we didn’t even say a word to each other. He simply probed my opening with his rock hard cock until he could find it, and then he pressed into me, filling me with his huge dick. It had to be at least eight or nine inches long, maybe longer, and when I felt it sliding up inside me I came again. Someone started shooting cum on my face then, and I felt my entire body jerk and jump as an enormous jolt of pleasure rocked me to my very soul. I turned my head and opened my mouth like a fucking little bird in a nest and the guy coming on my face put his cock on my tongue and let loose with a huge gob of cum. Then someone was coming on me from the other side, and before I knew it, the kid fucking me was coming inside me. I kept rolling my head back and forth between the two guys coming on my face, and I took turns sucking both of them.

The kid who had just fucked me pulled out then, and the dirty old man clerk crawled between my legs to take the kid’s place. He leered at me, and I shivered in distaste for a moment… then remembered something Craver had said to me… that a true slut doesn’t care what a man looks like as long as he has a hard cock. Craver said it shouldn’t matter if the guy is young, old, thin, fat, whatever… that a true slut will let any guy with a cock fuck her, and instantly my disgust and distaste for this slimy creature turned to desire. If I could get off by letting this creepy pig fuck me, I would finally be the true slut Lee and Craver expect me to be.

And so I did it. I spread my legs and raised them off the floor, then look at the creep and said, "Do it old man. FUCK ME!"

The moment I felt his cock sliding into me I came yet again, wallowing in the filth of the moment, relishing the total decadence of the situation I had put myself in… I had become "Pam the Slut," a woman who displayed herself to a room full of strangers, then let then use her for their sexual pleasure. God it was so fucking exciting I couldn’t believe it! I never really thought letting anyone who wanted me to fuck me would be this much fun, but it was! I was truly being the total slut I’d always dreamed of being when I masturbated… the kind of woman who would lie on the floor of a seedy book store and let a group of strangers fuck her… come on her… and eat her.

Yes, I said eat her! One of the men, a guy in his late-sixties, had his cock out and had yet to fuck me OR come on me, and when the other men finally finished fucking me, the guy crawled between my legs, raised them and draped them over his shoulders, then lifted me up by my ass and clamped his mouth right over my sloppy, cum-filled cunt. Jesus CHRIST that was hot… so fucking hot I came AGAIN! This guy was EATING MY FRESHLY FUCKED CUNT… a cunt so full of cum it was SPILLING OUT over the sides of my lips. And this guy was EATING ME!

I was so fucking hot I pressed my pussy into his mouth and wiped my cum-
leaking cunt all over his fucking face. Only then did he slide up the rest of the way on top of me and begin fucking me, and when he leaned down to kiss me, his mouth open, lips dripping with the cum from my cunt and my own slimy wet juices, tongue extended, I opened my mouth and let him, feeling the slippery cum on my lips, tasting it, as well as my own familiar seaweedy cunt juice.

Afterward, when the men had finished using me, they thanked me, dressed, and followed the clerk out to the front door. He unlocked it, turned the CLOSED sign around, and came back to where I was still lying, so out of breath and so totally wasted from all the orgasms I’d had I wasn’t even sure I could get up, much less drive home.

"That was some show, baby," he grinned at me. "You can come here anytime."

"Thanks," I said, sitting up. I picked up my tank top and used it to wipe the cum from my face and tits and pussy. Then I got up, pulled it over my head and tits, and put my skirt on over the garter belt and panties. I even left the fishnet stockings on, and the clerk whistled and said, "Now THAT is what a true slut should look like, lady."

I thanked him again, walked out to the car, got in and drove home. A couple of truck drivers honked at me and I grinned and waved back, and only after I got home did I realize I still had several gobs of cum in my hair. Fuck, I looked like a slut, I said to myself as I stared at my vision in the bathroom mirror. Then I laughed. "Look like a slut?" I said aloud. "Pam, baby, you ARE a slut!"

And as I said, I am, and damned proud of it, too….