Skeeter….. call me back. My battery died last night and it didn’t record your number on my caller ID. Call me back and lets finish our discussion.

In case any one is wondering what the FUCK I’m talking about. Last night I got a welcomed phone call from my long time friend Skeeter Kerkove…. I’ve known Skeeter for a few years now. I’ve seen him go through ups and downs, seen him crazy, happy, angry, paranoid. But last night for the first time in a LONG TIME…. I truly enjoyed talking to Skeeter. It was the most rational and thoughtful I ever heard him. STILL maintaining his passion for each subject he broaches… but with a clarity and rationality I’ve never heard before.

Don’t get me wrong, he’s the same Skeeter, passionate about perversity…. but it’s also a new Skeeter; all business, professional and with a solid vision of what he’s doing now and for the future.

Jessi Summers has finally resurfaced…. on the net… Jessi has a MYSPACE page and her official website… www.clubjessisummers.com.

Jessi Writes from her JOURNAL

JESSI BLOGS IN HER JOURNAL

to my real friends….

i miss you! i wish i could take back the things that have happened between us to tear us apart. i know that i sound like a pussy writing this but i miss you! i miss you mike and trisha especially, i really miss hanging out with you. nd david i miss you too, you were a friend through all the drama and i wish i could see you. plus i want to say to all my friends in the industry i miss you and please contact me if you get a chance, i feel like such a loser for doing all the things i hhave done but at the same time i don’t feel totally bad for everything, you guys fucked up too. and to steve you fucked me over royally! but i let you so i can’t really blame you. i love you so much for the short time we were together. and to dave i am sooooooooooooo sorry for everyhting i did to you and i would love to talk to you again and see how you have been. i messed up with you and i am really sorry. i have done a whole lot of nothing for the last six months and i really want to get back into the industry! i miss you all and i miss my job! it was the best and i will do anything to get back into it!

i went nuts, that’s all i can say. i thought i was in love but i was wrong. i thought i found a man i would spend the rest of my life with but i was wrong. he was just an immature boy who ruined me for a minute, but i’m not dead and i”m willing to start over. steve’s still my best friend and to all you girls out there you better have some good game if you get with him!

to benny-

i miss you sweetie! you are such a sweet and endearing soul! lol i know that sounds dorky but i truly miss you and would love to talk to you.

to tim-

i really want to talk to you timmy! i miss you

anyway, if anyone cares i’m in reno right now at my mom’s trying to collect my mind. the last six months have been extremely hard but i guess all i can say is that i have learned from it and i am so much stronger from it.

my mom is going through some tough times and if anyone who reads this is religous i will ask you please to pray for her. she is such a sweet lady who is going through so much.

to my brother. thank you for getting me out of that apartment and that bad situation, you are awesome!

TMFR WRITES IN HER JOURNAL AT WWW.CLUBTAYLORRAIN.COM:

LAST WEDNESDAY WAS MY TYPICAL WEDNESDAY. WENT TO IN AND OUT BURGER THEN WAS OFF TO THE POT STORE TO GIVE THE MANAGER SOME LUNCH AND BUY SOME HASH!!! THEN I WAS OFF TO A NAIL APPT., TANNING AND RIGHT AFTER THAT I WAS GOIN TO PCM TO PICK OUT NEW RIMS AND TIRES FOR MY NEW 2007 BMW 650I CONVERTIBLE….. RIGHT!!! JUST ANY OTHER EX PORNSTAR’S LIFE SO I’M CRUZIN DOWN VENTURA BLVD. GOIN TO MY NAIL APPOINTMENT AND IT WAS ABOUT 2:10PM. MY APPOINTMENT WAS FOR 2PM, LATE AS USUAL!!!

ANYWAYS CRUZIN ROCKIN OUT TO SOME ‘RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE’ AND I’M MAKING A LEFT INTO THE PARKING LOT AND I SAW A WHITE BENZO. THEN OUT OF NOWHERE THIS PIG ON A MOTORCYCLE PULLED OUT IN FRONT OF ME AND I HAD TO BREAK!!!

SO HE DECIDED TO PULL ME OVER BUT HE DIDNT PUT HIS LITES ON. JUST FOLLWED ME THREW THE PARKING LOT AND I’M STILL RAGING OUT!! AND I PULL RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY NAIL AND HAIR PLACE AND HE PULLED BEHIND ME AND IT WAS ALL OVER FROM THERE!!! BULLSHIT!!!

SO THE PIG COMES UP TO MY FRONT DOOR AND SAYS “MAM I NEED YOU TO TURN OFF YOUR MUSIC AND SEE YOUR DRIVER LICENSE, INSURANCE AND YOUR REGISTRATION.”

I KNEW I WAS IN TROUBLE CUZ HE WAS A PIG WITH BRACES, THINKING HE WAS A BAD ASS!!!

“YES OFFICA I DO WHATEVA YOU SAY”

SO I HAND HIM MY IDENTIFACTION CARD, INSURANCE AND THE REGISTRATION WAS IN THE WINDOW CUZ ITS ONLY 2 WEEKS OLD!!!

“MAM WHAT’S THIS? ID CARD? WHERE’S YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE?”

“OH… OH…. IT’S COMING IN THE MAIL. SHOULD BE HERE ANY DAY!! MY LAWYER TOTALLY TOOK CARE OF IT!”

“OK. STAY IN YOUR CAR!” HE SAID FIRMLY THROUGH HIS BRACES

I HEAR HIM GIVING MY NAME AND NUMBER TO DISPATCH. AND THEN I HEAR HER SAY SHE HAS 2 WARRANTS. ONE FOR NON-COMPLETION OF A DUI CLASS AND THE OTHER FOR SPEEDING IN SANTA BABRBARA ON A SUSPENED LICENSE!

THEN AFTER THAT HE SAID “OK I’M GOIN TO NEED A FLAT BED TOW TRUCK” SO I IMMEDIATELY CALLED MY LAWYER AND HE CAME OVER AND THAT DID NO GOOD!

THE PIG GAVE ME A TICKET FOR UNSAFE LEFT AND THE REASON HE TOOK MY CAR IS BECAUSE I LIED TO HIM. I KNOW IT WAS JUST CUZ THE BLACK GUY JUST WANTED TO BOTHER A LITTLE INNOCENT WHITE GIRL THAT HAD NOTHIN TO DO BUT TO BALL AROUND TOWN WITH THE TOP DOWN!!! BULLSHIT MAN!!!

HEY @ LEAST I WASNT SMOKIN A BIG FATTY IN THE CAR!!! I WAS FADED AS FUCK THOUGH!!!

ANYWAYS, SO MY LAWYER ADVISED ME TO FINALLY FIX MY PROBLEMS AND PAY THE FINES AND GO TO COURT! I SAID “OK I WILL GO BUT I’M GOIN TO HAVE TO SHOVE I BOTTLE OF ZANYS, THC AND SOME NICORETTE GUM UP MY PUSSY OR ASS SO LETS MAKE THIS A QUICK TRIP TO THE COURTHOUSE TOMORROW. BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY! IM ASSUMING THAT IT WOULD SUCK TO HAVE AN ANXIETY ATTACK IN JAIL!

MY LAWYER SAYS IM PARANIOD THAT I’M ALWAYS THINKIN I’M GOING TO JAIL, BUT LIKE I SAID BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY!!!! WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

IF YOU WANT YOU CAN VISIT ME IN JAIL OR YOU CAN PUT MONEY ON MY BOOKS! THAT WOULD BE HOT!

KEEP YA UPDATED!!!

P.S. GOT THE CAR BACK BUT I’M TOO SCARED TO DRIVE IT! SO I’M DRIVIN THE HOOPTY!!!

TMFR

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