IVE BEEN CHECKING MY E MAILS FROM MY FANS. EVERYONE WAS PRETTY POSITIVE. I THINK I GOT TWO NEGATIVE E MAILS BUT THATS NORMAL. PRETTY SUPRISED AT HOW MANY PEOPLE RESPONDED TOO!
E AMILS FROM MY FANS GIVING ME ADVICE:
1ST E MAIL:
I think you’ll make a great mother. I think that you being the eldest of six will help you out. You already known what to expect sort of, except for the whole giving birth thing, but don’t let that bother you.
Reading into what you wrote on in your journal you seem a bit scared of being a mum, which I suppose is fair enough, you know being responsible for another human life and all. I won’t pretend that I know you and I know how you think, but from what you wrote about mother’s day, you seem to be reasonably close to your mum, and she may be able to help you out and stuff.
The only thing I’m a bit confussed about is how your rag started and then stopped? Does not really make sence to me, but then again I’m a male 🙂 So I did a bit of reasearch and well just looked the first page google returned for "female period" and found this. http://www.factmonster.com/ipka/A0906923.html It says that if the egg is not fertilized then it will disintegrates. A week after it disintegrates the uturs will start to shed the lining which has built up tissue and blood. So what I’m thinking is that for your rag to start the egg must have been disintegrated for a least a week.
Probably go see your doctor, apparently they have more sensitive tests and can perform a pelvis examination to tell if your pregnant.
I don’t want to preach but I also looked up what the effects of smoke pot while pregant were. You can take a look here if you want. http://www.goaskalice.columbia.edu/2227.html
Let me know how things go.
2ND E MAIL:
I think you would be a great Mom. It comes to you as time goes on…I am in the same boat with a baby. The baby is due Oct 31 or Sept 1, 2006…when I found out I was floored like FUCK, SHIT, Fuck and I still feel that way…I am slowly kinda accepting it. My only deal is the chick I was with is a bit fucking confused on who the Dad is so that really fucked with my head more. So we shall wait and see. I am pretty sure that its mine cause we fucked like bunnies for like 2 weeks straight in Las Vegas for New Years and then we stayed even longer cause the Champagne was so yummy.
All the best to you and Baby =)
3RD E MAIL:
if you want to. kids are amazing (if you dont have 40 of ’em). watching them grow and become people is a trip. my dogs taught me about learning to actually care for another creature. if you’re a dog person, you probably have a lot of love beneath the hardcore TMFR layer . you might want to avoid the bud while you’re pregnant. What could be a more important thing than creating a person and helping him or her grow into his or her dream. You can do that. Maybe it’ll force me to quit watching porn and go out & get laid. What a trip. I can’t believe that:
a) I’m writing an email to a porn chick
b)I’m offering her advice about parenting
After checking out your websites for sometime now, I’ve become a little infactuated over your image. Maybe because .. I don’t know. But now that your having a baby, I think I might see you in a different way. Which is great, because it was pretty pointless to begin with anyways. Well, now that your becoming a mother I think it will change you for the better. I think that you will transcend from a GIRL to a WOMAN. And when you have a baby you will have to take on RESPONSIBILITIES, and stop smoking weed all day infront of the tele. You will also need to provide a provider for you baby (such as Keith). And he too will also have to take on RESPONSIBILITIES. And what you will get back from the baby is LOVE and COMPASSION through your RESPONSIBILITIES. As for me, I’m 22 years old and still haven’t broken my virginity.. but at least I’m still a kid..
5TH E MAIL:
After reading your writings for the past year or so, I don’t think you are ready to be a mother.
6 TH E MAIL:
My name is Dan Bourg. I live in southeast Louisiana. I am 51yrs old and have been a fan of yours since your first movie.
I think you would be a wonderful mom. Just hold in their and God will help you. A few prayers would enlighten you. Please Taylor if you have time e-mail me at email@example.com. Good luck to you.
Always your fan,
PS- I have 4 grown daughters. Twins-Erin and Erica -28yrs, Connie-32yrs and Cherie-24yrs.
7th e mail:
Was reading your entry in your daily journal , bloody good read!
Outstanding is all I can say about you being preggers. I’m a huge
fan and I cant wait to hear more instalments about the next few
months. Oh and your hot and alluring and brilliant at what you do .
8th E MAIL:
I’ve never met you, but you definately come accross as a very strong and intelligent person! I mean, look at what you’ve accomplished already in your life! I think that having a baby would add more joy to your life, as long as you really want to be a mother– Do you?
If you do? — Power to you! I think you have a great support team behind you!
And if you don’t? Then you still a great support team behind you!
Maybe somethings will change- You will have to integrate walking the dogs witn pushing a baby-carriage. And maybe you’ll have just create a website for your beautiful baby! —
Correct me if I’m wrong, but didn’t Bella Donna have a baby? How is she doing?
Anyway, feel free to e-mail me if you want to talk or even if you just want to run an idea by me!
9TH E MAIL:
I think you’ll be a better mother than you think. You’ll probably never be held up as the model of how a mother should be, but if you just be yourself and love your kid, you ought to be fine. The bad news is that you should definitely quit tobacco, and not drink alcohol while pregnant or nursing. As for weed, I don’t know. You probably should try to not ever be obviously high in front of your kids, at least not until they’re old enough that they’re probably smoking weed themselves. The doc who has been prescribing the medical marijuana to you will know better the risks of smoking it while pregnant.
I’m pretty much a straight arrow myself, apart from porn. It’s been awhile since I even had a drink, or breathed second hand weed smoke. And it’s been years since I actually took a hit myself when people were passing a bowl or bong around. I wouldn’t call myself your greatest fan, but I have bought or rented a number of videos just because you were in them. It did upset me when I saw you talking about using cocaine in a Chico Wang video a few years ago. That was before I ever read Fayner. I just hope you are through with coke now, like I think you are.
There are other porn girls with kids that you can talk to, like Leah Luv and Belladonna, and the Staglianos have a kid and are trying for another. Why don’t you try giving them a ring?
Please do not make fun of me on the internet, I’m just giving you advice, like you asked for. I was so embarrassed a few months ago when I slept in way into the afternoon, and the first thing I saw when I got up was that Fayner had written that you were a new mommy, with regards to Smokie, and I wasn’t thinking straight and thought you had a human baby, and I started a thread about it on Adult DVD Talk. That was embarrassing.
One last thing: Don’t let Fayner baby-sit your human kids.
10TH E MAIL:
Ok it feels kinda weird writing you like this: today was the first time I ran into your site (although I’ve seen you plenty times:), then I read your last journal entry… holy shit! Not what I was expecting to say the least, just like you I suppose. Seems like you’re pretty freaked out if you need advice even from us pervs! Women with children would make better advisors, but not many of them visit your site I suppose. So here goes: you know how some people say nothing happens without a reason? I’m no eastern philosopher, but this really is a chance to change your life. Lots of girls do abortions on impulse only to regret it later. Don’t make a rash decision, you need to calm down and think this through. Go away for a few days, preferably alone because everyone around’s gonna be telling you what to do. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying your family and friends are bad guidance, but this is something only you can decide. Don’t let anyone sway you. If I get this right, you’ve already been a mother to five kids! So fuckin A you will make a good mother! The question is do you want to be? You don’t even have to quit the business in my opinion if you still like it. I’ve been reading up on the industry (can you believe it, sometimes I think that’s the pinnacle of perversion!) and was surprised to find out how many girls have total support from their families (like yours) and some even have kids! On the other hand, if you’ve had enough diapers and don’t want to totally dedicate your life to this being or feel like you’re not ready by far, well then… I’m no ethics professor, but I got nothing against women who abort because they know the child’s unwanted and therefore won’t be loved, but feelings are also known to change once the rascal pops out! Photography’s my hobby so I’m sending you a couple of mine that feel appropriate. Not my best, but appropriate: I always feel that’s more important. Maybe you’ll disagree, but your story’s given me that "light at the end of a tunnel" feeling. Sunrise1 is Lower East Side Manhattan and Tunnel1 is Cyprus, the cliff in the sea you can barely see (I’m so poetic:) is where according to legend Aphrodite emerged from the depths. Heard that story? Got a nice view of that place but that’s not the point here. Hope any of this is helpful, given that you’ve helped me lots of times! Feel free to write, must admit I’d love that not just because oh it’s so cool to have a pornstar penpal but also cause I like to meet people who stand out in any way. You always learn something new. Love to travel, could send you more photos – plenty more where that came from. Take care and fuckin relax!
Yours since 16,
THAT’S ALL FOR NOW BUT THANK YOU FANS FOR GIVING ME SOME ADVICE!!!! THAT’S HOT!!! THERE ARE A LOT MORE BUT SURE I WILL PUT SOME MORE UP LATER!!!!
THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!!
P.S. DON’T GET ANY IDEAS OF ME DOING A SCENE WHILE PREGNANT!!! FUCK OFF!!!
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